Sometimes I flare up, nt due to anything that had upset me! But due to the care and concern u had shown! Even though, every times they say the eldest get the biggest portion of love and care, I don;t think so! I think we are the ones who will always kana the sai kang thingy where everytime anything happens, they will just tend to look for you and anything good they will share among themselves. Yup, frm what I had said its obvious talking abt my family. Even though, I always boosted abt hw lovely and hw loving my family is, there will be always times there is clashes that appeared ard! I am tired frm all the things had happen. Dad say dun care abt hw much returns you want frm what u had given... BUT i care! I just wanna some words of encouragment, I just want someone to sit down and listen to my happiness and woes, I just want someone to just accompany me. Sorry that I am selfish, but I just want! Can I? I am really tired frm all these shits. But in the end, I still love my family. A sleep will clear all troubles and a sleep will wipes off tears. A sleep can clear my mind and a sleep is all I need!