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★ 19 may 2008, monday
Date: Monday, May 19, 2008 | Time: 9:25 PM
just finish a war... i was working till my legs could be broke liao. feel really very very very tired. i cant believe i actually can bear wth it. and feel so lonely after working. i saw lots of people going for a swim with their kids/parents. and my mum is not accompanying me, my family are not at my side when i was working,usually my mum will accompany me. i feel so empty, lonely, and sad. can say i am a kid that needs love from parents, indeed i am. from young, my parents are working, i was always the one looking out for my sister but no body comfort me when i am sad, i have to stay strong and take care of my sis.
i am tired now, i just want to rest... even if it is mentally or physically, i need a rest badly. i just need it.
i hate this kind of life, putting a hard front of myself. just had a simple wish, i hope to have a 2 days off where i can have a happy time out with my family. just hope so... even though i had to bear with cuatomers grudges, bear with the hardship of carrying heavy things, i wont mind. just let me have this "outing" with my family, just hope so.
this feeling ame across me when i was working without my mum and saw my cousin with her parents with such a happy image posted, i feel envy of them. really envy. i dun noe, i...