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★ 29 april 2008, tuesday
Date: Tuesday, April 29, 2008 | Time: 8:36 PM
wahahahaahahaha back from previous post, life is getting much better in school now, there are laughter in my class, we share our thouhgts and gossip together... haha :) more closer to them but t=not to the extreme. at least it wont make me feel missing to my sec sku life. haha :) i think i am getting used to it, but my goals of life is still way far front of me... i dont noe yet, what am i supposed to do....haha :) take a step at a time. i will slowly know... haha :) just feel like lazing in home during weekends but cant have to work.... so sian....
so today in school, i learnt how to play audition from diana( friend of RP) cool.... is like pressing up, down,left,right button... isnt cool?
will be continued...
so today in school, i learnt how to play audition from diana( friend of RP) cool.... is like pressing up, down,left,right button... isnt cool?
will be continued...
★ 28 april 2008, monday
Date: Monday, April 28, 2008 | Time: 12:05 PM
back from the previous post. again monday blues. haiz... i was so damn tired these days. dun noe why? think is my work which so many customers to serve sia, keep on going de, non-stop. and know what this thrsday, NO SCHOOL muhahaahahaha.... so good, as its one of the lesson which i hate it. hehe :o it a math course but i think it had nth to do with math. and do something that are related to code which is like a blog code. something like that... damn lame... haha and charlene who is one of my classmates i met in RP, told me a super cold jokes today.... i feel it was snowing lehx... haha
it goes....
why MAS SELAMAT is 2/3 woman?
ans :
it is a 1/3 (wanted) man.
super lame rite... this stupid gerl lor. then make my hair messy, and keep hugging me like koala bear... dots....
kkz so see ya next post...
it goes....
why MAS SELAMAT is 2/3 woman?
ans :
it is a 1/3 (wanted) man.
super lame rite... this stupid gerl lor. then make my hair messy, and keep hugging me like koala bear... dots....
kkz so see ya next post...
★ 24 april 2008, thursday
Date: Thursday, April 24, 2008 | Time: 10:44 AM
back from previous post. i am not sure, my life is full of happiness? sorrow? hatred? or .... many other things... and having headache right now. haiz... i not sure... i feel my life change partially, into a lee ruiling that i never knew. i sometimes feel my life had been through without anything... its like meaningless... i'm not sure. i cant see my goal, i cant see my colours of life, i just feel black and white and my life are DEAD... i go through the same rountine again aND again...
just now took a look at bernie blog, i found out how she feel when she is there, i know its very lonely there, everything ad to depend on herself, but i believe she is a strong girl, she can get through this hard times, she will have a degree le. that is her future. so kambateh bernie...
i began to wonder for my life... i feel is it meaningless? i'm not sure. i really am not sure... i just think time pass will let me see a glimpse of light of my goal....
i just hope everythin will stay at that certain stop, where we lead our life happily... i just hope... can you help me..?
just now took a look at bernie blog, i found out how she feel when she is there, i know its very lonely there, everything ad to depend on herself, but i believe she is a strong girl, she can get through this hard times, she will have a degree le. that is her future. so kambateh bernie...
i began to wonder for my life... i feel is it meaningless? i'm not sure. i really am not sure... i just think time pass will let me see a glimpse of light of my goal....
i just hope everythin will stay at that certain stop, where we lead our life happily... i just hope... can you help me..?
★ 23 april 2008, wednesday
Date: Wednesday, April 23, 2008 | Time: 10:11 AM
haha, back from prevoius post. ltr meeting karmin and taking my sis along. they both are having mid year exams lehx... so i must help them. i mean must help my sis. and karmin, i was helping her. haha :) and i was sp pissed off today. ltr gonna tell karmin about my story again. haiz.... am i a troublesome person, i am not sure. she also have things to tell me.. haha :) see ya :)
★ 21 april 2008, monday...
Date: Monday, April 21, 2008 | Time: 8:59 AM
okay, back from the previous lamer post...
and ytd i found like a 'stone' behind my ear...
i began to wonder whether it is something like a stone growing, and have to operate how? i like staying but i hate to be alone... its so lonely... i dun noe, maybe it will be fun... haha :)
but if it happen to be neck tumor?.... last stage.... ? haha imagining....
i still have a lot of things to do sia.... haha :) will my family or friends miss me? haha :)
that is just my imagination... muhahaha
but i am afraid, i am afraid to see doc... i am afraid that the result are all those above... then what am i supposed to do? i really do not know? ......
haha :) back from just now, i went to see the doc and got back home now, the doc say its just a infection, but if the 'stone' is still there, must go operate and go lab test, to see what is it?
let me be more safe le.... haha :) its hurt ...:(
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and ytd i found like a 'stone' behind my ear...
i began to wonder whether it is something like a stone growing, and have to operate how? i like staying but i hate to be alone... its so lonely... i dun noe, maybe it will be fun... haha :)
but if it happen to be neck tumor?.... last stage.... ? haha imagining....
i still have a lot of things to do sia.... haha :) will my family or friends miss me? haha :)
that is just my imagination... muhahaha
but i am afraid, i am afraid to see doc... i am afraid that the result are all those above... then what am i supposed to do? i really do not know? ......
haha :) back from just now, i went to see the doc and got back home now, the doc say its just a infection, but if the 'stone' is still there, must go operate and go lab test, to see what is it?
let me be more safe le.... haha :) its hurt ...:(
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★ 19 april 2008, sat
Date: Saturday, April 19, 2008 | Time: 9:34 PM
haha, the lamer is back... just make fun of km about some lame jokes... muhahaha
it goes like this...
a bird is wearing a bullet-proof vest and is dancing on the tree, a hunter saw it, and shoot him down, it die immediately, why?
it is dancing a strip dance...
next qns,
a bun and a chicken bun went to watch a same movie
the chicken bun cry but the bun did not, why?
because chicken bun have 'feeling' (filling) but bun do not have
so a chicken bun and a red bean bun go watch another same movie, why the chicken bun cry but the red bean bub did not?
cause they have different 'feeling'(filling)
haha :)
it goes like this...
a bird is wearing a bullet-proof vest and is dancing on the tree, a hunter saw it, and shoot him down, it die immediately, why?
it is dancing a strip dance...
next qns,
a bun and a chicken bun went to watch a same movie
the chicken bun cry but the bun did not, why?
because chicken bun have 'feeling' (filling) but bun do not have
so a chicken bun and a red bean bun go watch another same movie, why the chicken bun cry but the red bean bub did not?
cause they have different 'feeling'(filling)
haha :)
★ 18 april 2008, friday
Date: Friday, April 18, 2008 | Time: 1:35 PM
★ 18 april 2008, friday
Date: | Time: 9:34 AM
ltr i am going to watch forbidden kingdom, yea...finally for me to relax... haha :) everyday is my day to relax but i find myself so sleepy each day... i do not know why? even though it is just a minor hw for me to complete it, however i still find myself so tired aftter going to RP. now is friday, i find myself dragging my feet to school everyday. it is even worse than sec sku life even though sec sku, i had to wake up early... then weekend i still have to work. i begin to wonder whether i can take it. and ytd, had a tiff with my little sis, i was so fed up. i did nth wrong, just having a look at her watch, and she yell at me. WTF... i was so pissed off. and i suddenly realised my world had dye of black... from a colourful world, and now.. having a dye of black... that the thought i had ytd... hopefully, today the outing with michelle let me be cheerful again... :)
★
Date: Thursday, April 17, 2008 | Time: 10:19 AM
Friends Eternal
You're a true friend, t
hat I want you to know,
Our love for each other has helped us to grow.
We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through,
The only one I ever trusted was you.
You helped me through anger,
you've chased away fears.
You held me through sadness,
and kissed away tears.
You stayed by my side when the world turned away.
You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray.
You were the rainbowat the end of the storm.
You help me be different when I shouldn't conform.
You held my hand when you knew we would fall.
Every heartache,
you saw me through it all.
I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you,
I know I'm not perfect,
but this much is true.
When life gets you down,
And there's nowhere to turn,
I'll help you through
and I'll share your concern.
I'll try my best to return every favor,
When you're sure that you'll drown,
then I'll be your lifesaver;
Even if we both go down.
Whether we sink or swim doesn't matter at all,
Just know that I'll be therewhenever you call.
I'll pull you out when life pulls you under.
I'll be the sun when there's lightning and thunder.
And when it's all over,
And we've fought every war,
There's one thing I promise,
Of this I am sure,
When the time comes that we're put to our rest.
Be sure that you know that,
My friend,
you're the best.
And if there is Heaven,
then I know you'll be there,
That if you die first then you'll hear every prayer.
And soon
I'll join you,
but just know until then. T
hat I'll miss you each day
'til I see you again.
At the end of the tunnel,
you'll be my guiding light,
You'll lead me to heaven,
away from the night.
We'll be there together,
and we'll never grow old.
And we'll walk hand in hand
On the streets paved of gold.
this the poem i found online...
it is for all my friends...
miss to you all...
You're a true friend, t
hat I want you to know,
Our love for each other has helped us to grow.
We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through,
The only one I ever trusted was you.
You helped me through anger,
you've chased away fears.
You held me through sadness,
and kissed away tears.
You stayed by my side when the world turned away.
You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray.
You were the rainbowat the end of the storm.
You help me be different when I shouldn't conform.
You held my hand when you knew we would fall.
Every heartache,
you saw me through it all.
I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you,
I know I'm not perfect,
but this much is true.
When life gets you down,
And there's nowhere to turn,
I'll help you through
and I'll share your concern.
I'll try my best to return every favor,
When you're sure that you'll drown,
then I'll be your lifesaver;
Even if we both go down.
Whether we sink or swim doesn't matter at all,
Just know that I'll be therewhenever you call.
I'll pull you out when life pulls you under.
I'll be the sun when there's lightning and thunder.
And when it's all over,
And we've fought every war,
There's one thing I promise,
Of this I am sure,
When the time comes that we're put to our rest.
Be sure that you know that,
My friend,
you're the best.
And if there is Heaven,
then I know you'll be there,
That if you die first then you'll hear every prayer.
And soon
I'll join you,
but just know until then. T
hat I'll miss you each day
'til I see you again.
At the end of the tunnel,
you'll be my guiding light,
You'll lead me to heaven,
away from the night.
We'll be there together,
and we'll never grow old.
And we'll walk hand in hand
On the streets paved of gold.
this the poem i found online...
it is for all my friends...
miss to you all...
★ 16 april 2008, wednesday
Date: Wednesday, April 16, 2008 | Time: 8:26 PM
okay, i am back from blogging. and wen i chatted with tx during the 6th P, she told me how ber told her about me. i feel so emotional ytd... i feel like i am kind of bad friend, did not do airport to send her off. she say to tx to tell me to take care and study hard.... and i am at home... WTF... m i a bad friend? i wonder sometimes, i really did not know what to do at times, like this time, my mum did not allow me to go, i nearly argue with her. i was like so fed up. okay, now she is at aus, i am so sad la, now then have that feeling, we went sing k together, happily chatting and solving difficult prob, go recess together, watch movie, we were so close and now she is so far away from me, i had a lonely feeling, okay, there is only words i can comfort myself is. she go there for her good. she go there to study... that the words to comfort myself ba.....
good luck ber , study hard and i will miss you de.
good luck ber , study hard and i will miss you de.
★ 16 april 2008, wednesday
Date: | Time: 8:50 AM
okay, now ber is in australia. i am in singapore. a lot of emotions i cant say out, can only feel it. i think she will adapt to it soon. ytd tx sms me to say she miss ber, i thought for a while and reply her, its for her own good. but come to think about it, i am also not bear to let her leave. but its her decision after all rite, so i wish her all the best and work hard there. so i must also work hard too. lets work hard for all our future. and so
ltr meeting karmin to chat and do hw, i mean help her do hw... can recap somemore haha:)
i am quite used to the life now and i am happy for now.... :)
thanks for my besties to stand all beside me to pull me whe i down, to cheer me up when i am low. thanks .... i am so grateful to you all.... and thanks to my family too.
talk until like i win an award like that haha :)
ltr meeting karmin to chat and do hw, i mean help her do hw... can recap somemore haha:)
i am quite used to the life now and i am happy for now.... :)
thanks for my besties to stand all beside me to pull me whe i down, to cheer me up when i am low. thanks .... i am so grateful to you all.... and thanks to my family too.
talk until like i win an award like that haha :)
★ 15 april 2008, tuesday.
Date: Tuesday, April 15, 2008 | Time: 1:36 PM
that the photos we took....
★ 14 april 2008, monday
Date: Monday, April 14, 2008 | Time: 8:49 PM
today shall be the last time i am meeting ber till she come back during her holidays. my god... she is taking tml midnight plane to perth le. today, went out with her, yx, and tx. not say go out just to have a chat and dinner at mos burger. i will surely miss her damn much.... sorry ber, my mum wont let me go send you off. i will surely miss the days we had our laughter, fight, tiff, cries. we will always be friends forever...
the pic i will upload some other time. just now try for 1 hr, still cant. so see ya the next post
the pic i will upload some other time. just now try for 1 hr, still cant. so see ya the next post
★ 13 april 2008, sundaY
Date: Sunday, April 13, 2008 | Time: 9:02 PM
sorry guys, i think i have something to clarify. i think i'm too reckless to pin her to fault. i'm sorry for that. it could be due to my orientation that made me feel that RP friends are all cold and different .the way we make friends are totally different from what i did in sec sku ba. that the reason why i think it that way. but after much days spending with my classmates in sku, it make me think another way, that they are all good. we are all united now, some how like i and my friends did in sec sku life. i think i;m too ruch in trying to make friends in this new and strange world. now, i feel much bette in class. so sorry about it, and specially thanks to those who stood besides me,
tingxi, sorry if i made you feel afraid of going to school
karmin,thanks for being there with me.
gny, thanks too for being there for me.
and the rest too. thanks :)
love you :)
and now, the weekends.....
boring, work, and doing some stuffs for ber farewell gift.
i am like quite missing her rite now, when i am typing this post. she is going for 4 yrs, and tml is the last time i am meeting her. my mum wont let me go to the airport to send her off as she is taking the midnight plane. i know, i am not a good friend. but i plead my mum till we both flare up, she still wont let me go. sorry about it. so tml, i will made the time to the fullest as that will be our last meeting. take care ber, and remember, you stil have your friends here, in singapore as well as malaysia. misses blow to you.
memories..... are all printed in my mind. i will surely miss you. all the best..........
tingxi, sorry if i made you feel afraid of going to school
karmin,thanks for being there with me.
gny, thanks too for being there for me.
and the rest too. thanks :)
love you :)
and now, the weekends.....
boring, work, and doing some stuffs for ber farewell gift.
i am like quite missing her rite now, when i am typing this post. she is going for 4 yrs, and tml is the last time i am meeting her. my mum wont let me go to the airport to send her off as she is taking the midnight plane. i know, i am not a good friend. but i plead my mum till we both flare up, she still wont let me go. sorry about it. so tml, i will made the time to the fullest as that will be our last meeting. take care ber, and remember, you stil have your friends here, in singapore as well as malaysia. misses blow to you.
memories..... are all printed in my mind. i will surely miss you. all the best..........
★ 11 april 208. friday
Date: Friday, April 11, 2008 | Time: 12:10 PM
hi backie again... i now studying all about presentaton, thinking and everyday, i am so tired about all these stuffs... haha:) but think i will get over it soon.meaning i will adapt de. haha:) this few days going out with karmin, teaching her about fnn, and gossiping about my sch life, her sku life, friends... haha :) feel so happy to talk to her. ya, give out all my emotions and she also let it out. haha :) and monday gonna meet ber. i think that our last meeting. wishes to her. all the best. and i think i misses all those days we had in school... yup so back to here... i gonna rest my head and brain for the weekend, my god. i use too much brain cells le. PANG KARMIN must learnt from me, i use my brain sia... haha:)
★ 10, april 2008, thursday
Date: Thursday, April 10, 2008 | Time: 11:34 AM
kkz, i back from my prevous post. friends friends, friends, nowadays i am talking about friends. and i got things sort out in my head. without friends, i can still survive without any friends, as i have already some bestie i had made earlier. i think that my view for the time being.
and now, i speak eng which i will stammered,i had to say it everyday now. my god. i think mt classmates will laugh at me ba.
went to buy some t-shirts, to suit poly life. and ate some delicious food in amk with family.
kkz, i laming here, as i didnt have much to say. and i going to causeway ltr to but somethings see ya next time. :)
and now, i speak eng which i will stammered,i had to say it everyday now. my god. i think mt classmates will laugh at me ba.
went to buy some t-shirts, to suit poly life. and ate some delicious food in amk with family.
kkz, i laming here, as i didnt have much to say. and i going to causeway ltr to but somethings see ya next time. :)
★ 2 april 2008, wednesday
Date: Wednesday, April 2, 2008 | Time: 12:52 PM
here i am. in rp. this IT sku i may say. without IT, all things gonna failed. and it is super huge. my god. going like this sku even better. and the people i know here is like warm better tham that stupid MI. wtf. of that sku. and the thing i dun like about this schoool is that on the very first day, i had a project to do. isnt it wierd. lame.............. haha..................... and chatted with like 5 person during classes. and the system here is quite different from secondary school. i might take some time to get used to it. and it the GET BACK TO SCK DAYS. haiz............ i not quite used to it lehx............ haha :) and ltr if there time, i going to boon lay to buy a wallet for myself and rush back to meet mchelle, kun, wendy. as we going to eat stamvoat at kun hse. yipee. steamboat my favourite. haha:) and sms karmin too and she told me to put her name down. and i going to do that.
PANG KARMIN........... see i put your name down ..........:)
see ya the next post
PANG KARMIN........... see i put your name down ..........:)
see ya the next post
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