★ Bad blogger!
Date: Saturday, March 17, 2012 | Time: 1:26 PM
Okay, I know this blog has been deserted for a freaking long time. Opps :P Shall start posting some things.
When I look back at the post, I laugh to myself. What am I thinking in the past, it's like a hilarious show to me man! From the point of time I stopped blogging till now, alot of things had changed. I'm no longer a poly student but nw a part-time Uni student. Life in Uni is kinda stressful as compared to Poly life. But what to do? I will have to continue studying for the sake of my future. I want $$$$$$$$$.
Gonna turn 21 soon and would be having a chalet in celebration of my birthday. Planning everything seems so tired. But the thing that worry me most will be entertaining everybody. I hope that no one feels left out. Hmm I dont want the history to repeat itself agn! :/
Seeya.
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★ Lots of qns!
Date: Friday, July 8, 2011 | Time: 8:25 PM
Today lots of qns pop up in my head while bathing, taking a afternoon nap. Life is full of mystery, full of unknown things that will suddenly appear in front of you. My bestie, Michelle once told me... In life, there are like roughly 2 kinds of ppl, one can be an Entertainer, while one could be an audience. To be a good entetainer, you need a good audience. On the other hand, to be a good audience, you need a good entertainer. So one could nt do without the other one. But it leads me to think, what happen when the entertainer need to find another entertainer to entertain themselves? What happen when the good audience need someone to listen to them? Will we find one that match our standard? Sometimes, wirh different friends, you played different roles, can be a entertainer and can be a audience. In my life, there are many entertainer near me, while I myself is also an enertainer but through my friends, I cant find a good listener except for my mum as they would only there to see my side of entertainment but wont slow dwn their pace to listen to me. Thats make me feel weird and a bit discouraging. Nt that I am in need but just feel sad sometimes. I noe sometimes there are friends that will listen but they dun really let me open my heart to. I'm trying to change but it doesn't seems to be working. So just just nagging all way long. hahahahahahahahahah
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★ Lots of qns mark!!!
Date: | Time: 7:56 PM
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★ Blogging is just another way of escape to reality!
Date: Saturday, May 28, 2011 | Time: 1:46 PM
Nwadays whenever I blog, it will be negative!!!!
Sometimes I didn't wanna go out as I dun feel my sense of place when we go out. That makes me sad whenever you just discard me aside where others have come. When they are gone, you stick up to me and lick my backside. WTF can you do even more? I dun realise it till recently where the times we meet up increases, i dun realize it till the time you treat me that way. I dont realize it as it doesnt care much to me when its before. Nw, I care, you treat me. Mw i step out of my comfort zone, you treat me this way. Are you pushing me back, why?
I am nt like what you are thinking who am I? Dun push my limits! I am just being nice here. U think when you say nasty words, say those words to hurt me or my family, I SHLD BEAR WITH IT? I can be as nasty as what you want me to be. STOP being like this before I really shut myself off you! FUCK OFF
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★ Disappointment
Date: Sunday, May 22, 2011 | Time: 6:54 PM
So whag if my family is into this kind of business? So what if we are earning money in this kind of manner. At least we are earning with our sweat and in a proper manner. THere's no underground stuff in what we are doing. Who are you to look down on us? Who are you to say things behind our back? At least through this work, I earn my studies fee, at least what I want, I paid with my hardwork money. How about you? Earn by ur parents, do you all paid ur studies with on ur own? If nv, shut ur mother fucker mouth up. I dun care if you look down on me, dun ever say bad stuffs abt my family. I just hate u or shld I just say why does you all live in the world, its polluting the whole world! I understand we cant compare but DON'T you LOOK DOWN on us! We have pride, and I shall prove to you tt we can live very happily! I just have to bear 1 and a half year more and THATS IT! wahahahaha.... LAst time I didnt noe abt all this, but nw I noe. ITs all ur hyporite character! I Hate being in this relationshop with you. I didnt say out as this is being unfair to my mum, if I say out, you all will say me nt being respectful so I just bear with u BITCHES!
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★ Mother's day!
Date: Saturday, May 7, 2011 | Time: 11:00 AM
I have been working non-stop till I am tired of all shits recently! I have forgotten about Mother's Day as well as many friend's birthday that we need to plan! Recently, I have been real BUSY! Omy! But from nw on, I have quit my office work which will make me less busy! I am damn happy! Woohoo!~ I am really tired lah, and OFFICE JOB IS REALLY NT SUITABLE FOR ME! Wearing all those formal wear just isn't my style man! I think I really studied the right course as Science is really damn interesting to me as compared to office industry! Omy! *Faint* I think I have added more experience to my life! I am going fight for my right and not bear with it silently! There is so much POLITICS in working life! Idiot! Schooling life is much better! *yay yay*
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★ Time flies pass veryyyyyyyyy fast!!!!
Date: Sunday, April 24, 2011 | Time: 1:40 PM
All rite, long time nv blog agn... I have work for 2 weeks where it broke my record of working only 3 days! Isn't it wonderful? ahhaahahahahahahahah... So will continue on and work harder by earning more money... I NEED MONEY!!! Actually work was relaxing once I noe all the things I have to do. But the 1st two days was haixxxxxxxxx.... No comments!
Very fast, Mother's day is coming once agn! 1 year had just pass by just lidat! Wow, is thinking what to give to ah ma this year! I like birthday as its FUNNNNNNNNNN but at the same time hate it as it is tiring thinking of surprise and birthdaypresent! hahahahahhahahahah...
Arghhhhhhhhh, everyday seems slack to me, but I will have to buck up as gradautionceremony is coming and admission to uni is also coming! Haixxxxxxxx lots of thigns to be done...
Lastly, abit random... I LOVE MY FUJITSU LAPTOP! :D
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★ Sad
Date: Thursday, April 7, 2011 | Time: 10:55 PM
Sometimes I flare up, nt due to anything that had upset me! But due to the care and concern u had shown! Even though, every times they say the eldest get the biggest portion of love and care, I don;t think so! I think we are the ones who will always kana the sai kang thingy where everytime anything happens, they will just tend to look for you and anything good they will share among themselves. Yup, frm what I had said its obvious talking abt my family. Even though, I always boosted abt hw lovely and hw loving my family is, there will be always times there is clashes that appeared ard! I am tired frm all the things had happen. Dad say dun care abt hw much returns you want frm what u had given... BUT i care! I just wanna some words of encouragment, I just want someone to sit down and listen to my happiness and woes, I just want someone to just accompany me. Sorry that I am selfish, but I just want! Can I? I am really tired frm all these shits. But in the end, I still love my family. A sleep will clear all troubles and a sleep will wipes off tears. A sleep can clear my mind and a sleep is all I need!
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